today

All my life I have always said I love things....
but never have I felt this kind of love
Scared or not I AM IN LOVE. I am for the first time ALIVE. All cause this lil (chubby) one

Any who, so things are hectic (in my drama filled life when aren't they???). Rick (my hubby) is in Palms Spring at a Tattoo Convention so Im here with Magda our lil 2 month old and she has been fussy, she had to go on formula (yeah it has been killing me and I feel like shit cause of it) so thats $ and since right now its 3 adults (my 19yr old sis is "hanging" out) and a baby with only one income lately so i'm stressing. Plus Im in Houston... I am from Reno an we moved to Houston (Rick wanted to check out a shop down here and work with some good people that tatt) last October and I have met people but only have one real friend down here. and funny thing is she lived in reno and has a 2 month old too. So since we found out we were pregnant last November and had already leased an apartment we knew we had to at stay the whole yr. Our yr. is almost up and back to why I it's hectic...I AM SOOOOO ITCHING to go back home that it's driving me crazy. I have become very VERY emotional and I miss family, friends, familiar places/things. Plus I havent had many pleasant experiences in Houston. I love how green it is and yeah call me crazy but I FREAKIN' love this weather... I will also miss the seafood here. But thats about it. When you have something to count down to it seems like it takes FOREVER. I am trying to actually get family to help out getting our plane tickets (mine and Magdas) to go to Reno in Oct. Cross the fingers!!! Reno here we come!!!